We Have a newborn and I just stumbled across Some e-mails from about 19 months ago in historical email. It Was Before We Were married aim We Were living together. We Have Been together 5 yrs and His dad just HAD Passed away then. They Were year for signing up for adult dating / swingers service and e-mails ET feel to Another Including torque and has naked pics naked video. He claims ET That Meet ’em and never DID WAS doing it for attention to Because He Himself felt bad about b / c of comments made about history I Had sexual prowess in the heat of argument year. He felt bad about ET Said it so Could not go through with it. The last email is from Him and says That Did not really want ET to say no and no hard feelings There Were there historical end goal THEY That Would not really say night and Which He Was Asking Them Which night THEY wanted to Meet . He Said the rest of the communication by IM and ET WAS Does not Have a copy so I have no proof That He Did Meet Them About did gold and do not know if I Believe Him. I do not know how to stop thinking of this and feeling hurt When I See Him and do not know if I can trust Him. He HAS aussi year end with Constantly downloading pornography in secret etc.. and He Has Promised to stop Several times Recently this has-been and Unable to. Any advice would be great! Thanks. . .