Well, I got tired of my husband’s verbal and emotional abuse Either ways I told him he’s going to try or it’s over. Our house is in foreclosure and Almost we have 2 small children. He says he wants to sell That the house then he’s gone. He does not even care to Seem like he HAS no heart at all. My problem is why do I wish he Would come to me and apologize and say he wants to change and he loves me so. ? I am accustomed to making nice with him and trying to fight for our marriage. I can not do this anymore When he is so horrible! I know i need to leave but I’m just waiting around Until we sell the house and not going to my mom’s (where we’re Welcomed). I’m going to miss everything that’s familiar. Already he’s looking for someone on yahoo personals and says That Any Woman is better than me. my kid’s will miss our house and Their schools and “security”. I will too. I know it sounds stupid goal I find it hard to let go even though I know it HAS to end. What’s wrong with me?!